Sibling Love

I am blessed with three amazing and beautiful children. They are incredible and truly wonderful. Their innocence, ridiculous amount of logic, and perfect (I mean word for word perfect) memories amaze me on a daily basis. I couldn't be more blessed. 
There was a point recently where I debated holding off on trying for baby number four for a while because I was sick and feeling overwhelmed with just three. Tonight I witnessed childhood memories in the making, a childhood memories I don't have, and can only imagine, it was beautiful. I now want number four and the sooner the better.
I loved my childhood, it was great! Don't get me wrong here, my mom and I have an incredible relationship because of it and now that I'm grown up I have an awesome relationship with my sister. I wouldn't change a thing about it. Just sometimes I wonder what it would have been like to have a sister or brother around my age, one of those built in best friends/ or enemies depending on the day. 

I sat outside of Hailey and Ike's door listening to them giggling and telling stories. It melted my heart. And as much as I would LOVE for Scarlett and I to have the bond my mom and I have, I know I can't be to her what Hailey is to Ike or what Ike is to Hailey. They are best friends, for better or worse and I can't get enough of it. I am so excited to watch as our kids grow and they all form these bonds. I can only hope I can teach them the value of family and how wonderful it is to have a strong family. 

I have an aunt and uncle who did an amazing job at raising their 5 girls. Watching these 5 sisters together is what I hope to see in my kids in 10 years. They just love each other and all of them are so full of light and life. It is just such a special feeling being around them. They are just so much fun and again everything I imagine for my family down the road. 

All in all I have three amazing children and I LOVE them dearly! I can hardly wait to see what the future holds for us. What fun adventures we will have along our journey together.